Seeings how some people have pointed out that I only do updates of my daily life which I know to be boring I thought I'd spice things up a bit...

It has come to my attention again that I can't win. Not that I don't want to win, or don't desire to be a winner, I just can't actually do it. This was brought to my attention again tonight after playing a good hour or so of dodgeball. I was the last person on my team left a couple times, and I could get out all but the last person. Just that might not seem like a big deal, but there are tons more examples like that. This probably stems back to my desire to be involved in as many things as possible without actually specializing in any certain thing which isn't the greatest idea in the land. I enjoy all the different things I do, but aren't actually super good in any one of them. My hope is that I become a really good manager or something...but we'll see about that. The few times that I actually do win, it doesn't seem to matter. Alex and I won the egg toss during CF training, meh. I was Mr. Xavier last year, meh. I get first place every once in a while playing Halo online, big meh. I don't know...realizing this better change my mentality from "meh" to "I can" or something like that...Maybe I can start by winning myself a girlfriend...hmmm....